Posted at » 6:18 AM
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
I was 17 at the time, not knowing what I was doing with girls. But I met this one girl named Nikki. She's pretty, sweet, caring, smart and really nice. I asked her out and she happily said yes. We were dating on and off for about 3 months. I'm the trouble-maker type. Always starting stuff with the other guys at the school. So I didnt have a very good reputation. When I got the chance, I would go out drinking, partying, smoking. Nikki would tell me to stop...I would for her sake, but it was my life. I was so addicted to the 'bad' boy image that i kept it for awhile. I had alot of things to deal with so I broke up with her 2 days before Valentine's Day. I could tell she was heart-broken. I was too, but I'm a guy...I obviously can't show her how I truly feel. Instead of bringing a date, I decided to go to the Valentine's dance with my friends. I saw Nikki with a group of her friends there and damn did she look hott. She was gorgeous as ever. Her eyes were remarkable. The feelings I had for her all came back. I just couldn't stop looking at her and I know she was looking at me too. I went on the dance floor, partying and just having fun. As I turned around to go to the bathroom, there stood Nikki. Looking so innocent and angellic. She was an Angel. She asked if she could talk to me outside for a moment. There was no harm in talking to a beautiful girl so I stepped out with her. That's when everything went wrong. I noticed a group of guys I had problems with. I knew things were going to turn out for the worst. The group came towards us pulled out a gun. Before I could do anything, they pulled the trigger, and next thing you know, you see Nikki on top of me. The guys ran away cause they never meant to hurt her, but me. She was all bloody and hurt. She looked me in the eye and before she died she said, "Ricky, I never got a chance to tell you, but tonight was perfect to tell you. I love you, from the bottom of my heart. The day you broke up with me was the day I lost myself. I'll watch over you from above and protect you like you always did with me." She took her hand and placed it over my heart...like she knew my heart was beating only for her. As she closed her eyes, I saw one tear drop fall slowly from her eyes. I held her hand against my chest for a minute until i realized she was gone. I Loved Her Too. She was the first girl caring enough to help me stop my bad habits. She was the only girl who'd come to see me play my Basketball games. She was the only girl who could love me. I cried, holding her in my arms. I'm 21 right now, still haven't found any girl since that very night.....Valentine's Day. Day and Night I still wonder how things would be like if I hadn't let her go. I still wish I could be with her. Sometimes I would go to our special places, and just sit and remember all the fun things we did together. I would cry inside and feel that she's standing right next to me, watching me like she always did. I wish I could have a second chance with her. Now that she's gone...I can't imagine anybody else replacing her. I Love You, Nikki. So much More than You'll Ever Know. You're a True Angel. I Miss You.
A true story…
Mr.Perfect and Nerd
Hi, my name is Karyn and this is my story. In all of junior high I was swooning over this boy named Isaac_the most beautiful person I've ever seen! However, we were complete opposites! I was a so called Nerd_glasses,good grades, frizzy hair, the works. He of course, was Mr. Popular_liked and known by everyone. He was in my math class and I would always stare at him and try to get him to even look at me. I was always too timid to talk to him and I I suspected he didn't know I even existed. This sheepish behavior followed me through highschool. I still fanasized about him and all but nohting ever came from it. But one day, I was in a huddle of friend_eating and generally having a kickback time, when all of a sudden he appeared. I panicked! 'What was he doing here?' My first reaction was to get the hell out of there, so I quickly grabbed my stuff and turned away to leave. Then a shout from behind arose "Karyn c'mon!" I turned back to see a smiling Isaac looking directly into my eyes! "We've been doing this too long! I've been crazy about you ever since 7th grade, you know that!" he said. "Do you wanna go out?" My heart stopped! Me? Mr. Perfect is asking me out? I was completely shocked. So I smiled sheepishly and let out a tiny "yeah". I took us some time to work togethr our very different life styles but in the end it all worked out. We are still together till this day. I still can't believe it.For all you Nerds out there, just because you think he doesn't like you, he may turn out that he feels just the same. Fairytales can come true!
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