Thursday, July 14, 2005
Life and Love
To me love is just a normal feeling that every single living things have in side of them. Love is also something that can kill, hurt, and can cause many more drastic things and also at the same time take control of us. Men argue for just 3 reasons, in every argument there is only 3 main things that is love, power, and wealth. That’s what they argue most about all the time. But love is the most common causes of arguments. Love also gives us joy and happiness. Every mans life dreams is to get the love of their life, they always seek for perfection all the time but once they found their perfection, it doesn’t seems perfect anymore. Perfect is what everybody wants but when they get it they will not appreciate it at all, and yet they take it for granted. At the end of the day, when they lose everything they start to blame everybody and not themselves. I found a wonderful girl in my life 3 months ago, I thought that she is just a normal girl in my life and I think that I can take her for granted. I did but at the same time I also felt love but I dint appreciate it at all. At the end of the day, both of us end up being singles again, she is very hurt, I can tell because I am the one that breaks her heart, I decided to let go, because I just thought that she is just an ordinary girl in my life, and I feel that I can hunt for better girls, I got more choices. But then suddenly I can’t let go I can’t stop thinking about her I really can’t let go, everything just isn’t the same anymore. The girl that I thought was normal and simple was actually perfect to me! But I take things for granted and this is what I gain, lost, stranded, no guidance, and worst of all alone, people start to lose trust in me, my reputation drops but that doesn’t matter, the thing I regretted most is that I LET GO!! That is the worst thin that I‘ve experience in my life. I thought I can easily go back to her…..but I can’t… I can’t anymore. Now I can’t do anything anymore, just have to wait for an angel to give me the perfect guide lines in life. I wan to change and forget about the past and move on in life. Wait for the next girl to come in to my life and never ever take risk again and never take things for granted anymore. That is what I promise myself to do, from now to the day I enter the grave. All I just want to say to her is “sorry” that’s all just this 1 word and hope everything can be change.
Wae Lern u17ima73_sa99hir3@hotmail.com
|
|